PMR

Today PMR result come out~~

my result is not bad..
got 4A's..
but i wish to get more A's..
anyway..
pmr is a chance for me to regret..
i'll score more A's in spm..
hehehe =]

that's my feeling

I felt not confidence because I'm fat..I'm stupid..
and l'm not confidence to talk with people cause I'm inferiority... Lastly..
I don't want to go out with people who i am not really know..
Because we didn't have any chat topics.. It will only make me feel more lonely..

I agreed that people in the world are none stop complaining..
I am one of them too..
I am always complaint about not enough money to use..
suspicion myself as a fatter..
why am I soooo stupid!?
why I didn't have a happy family..?
why am I soooo selfish??

this type of question are always in my mind when I talk to somebody or did something..
It's make me crasy..
sometime i happy till laugh..
sometime i sad till wanna cry..
i can't control myself..

People could only see the happy side..
I'm really very sad.. Because I not even have a very close friend to tell a secret..
would anyone understand my feeling..??


Who knows, when I was normal, the real fun and not hypocritical smile...??

unlucky day..

yesterday i play badminton with my frienz at permata court..
before that, i fall down when I'm on the way to court..
then we played until 6 pm
my leg started to cramped..
after an hour, when my family and I went to pacific..
that time I started can't walked and felt very pain..
then my bro bring me to massage..
the doctor said my bone distortion away..
and he helped me to adjust my bone..
I pain till cry and I shout..

------------this is the story at my first day holiday------------------
End..