PMR

Today PMR result come out~~

my result is not bad..
got 4A's..
but i wish to get more A's..
anyway..
pmr is a chance for me to regret..
i'll score more A's in spm..
hehehe =]

that's my feeling

I felt not confidence because I'm fat..I'm stupid..
and l'm not confidence to talk with people cause I'm inferiority... Lastly..
I don't want to go out with people who i am not really know..
Because we didn't have any chat topics.. It will only make me feel more lonely..

I agreed that people in the world are none stop complaining..
I am one of them too..
I am always complaint about not enough money to use..
suspicion myself as a fatter..
why am I soooo stupid!?
why I didn't have a happy family..?
why am I soooo selfish??

this type of question are always in my mind when I talk to somebody or did something..
It's make me crasy..
sometime i happy till laugh..
sometime i sad till wanna cry..
i can't control myself..

People could only see the happy side..
I'm really very sad.. Because I not even have a very close friend to tell a secret..
would anyone understand my feeling..??


Who knows, when I was normal, the real fun and not hypocritical smile...??

unlucky day..

yesterday i play badminton with my frienz at permata court..
before that, i fall down when I'm on the way to court..
then we played until 6 pm
my leg started to cramped..
after an hour, when my family and I went to pacific..
that time I started can't walked and felt very pain..
then my bro bring me to massage..
the doctor said my bone distortion away..
and he helped me to adjust my bone..
I pain till cry and I shout..

------------this is the story at my first day holiday------------------
End..

recall~~

回想起2009的一点一滴。。
我妈妈顾的--宇函

when CNY 2009

脸圆圆的。。 哈哈

去参加小孩子的生日会。。

宇函的生日。。

带她去怡保玩。。（老板娘架势）

去Queensbay mall 的 Mcdonald's..

我妈妈买给宇函的新年衣服。。 =]

以上就是我最疼爱。。 最可爱的宇函。。

嘻嘻=]

无聊的一天。。

我第一次觉得。。

没有去BB是那么闷的。。

一整天玩game。。



之后。。

闲着没事做。。

我改编了一首歌。。

“小酒窝”改成"BB 我们爱你"
（名字还不确定。。）



哈哈 XD

anchor star

2day our boy's brigade hv "anchor star"
anchor star is a singing competition..

the honest judges:

W/O Joyce Yeap
W/O Christine Hng
W/O Daniel Chooi
S/sgt Eunice Wan

2day..
the song that I want to sing is Miley Cyrus- The Climb
I really overstrain liao..
before i sing..
i sit at the chair that they arranged..
i feel fright..

but when i'm stand at the stage and sing..
i feel relax and didn't scare anythings..
cause all the judges are my sisters and brother..

all contestants are required to stand on the platform
and then ps.joshua gv an envelope to no.1-no.18 contestants..
Eunice gv envelope to no. 19-32 contestants
the atmosphere is very tense

I get the "congratz" envelope.. =)
so when I knew that I in top 10 liao..
I was very happy.. ^^
happy to ear to ear..

actually.. my mum don't know I join anchor star..
I only tell her I want to go for games day..
when I reach home..
I search for the right time
only I tell her..
she was so suprise.. haha XD
cause she not believe I'll in final be4 that..
so I succeeded liao..
all people also know liao..
"I can Sing!!"

The Top 10:

Qiu Yin
Wei Chee
Me (Xin Mei)
Sim Lynn
Felix
Soon Yau
Soo Min
Jun Kai
Zachary
Jason

Congratulation ya.. =)

This time I can in final
the first one I must thanks is my brother..
second is my bro and sis at my second family..
they encourage me when I'm down, scare and overstrain..
thank you !!

HQ..

2day my friend-chuah ying told me that
I'm become happy than last time liao wor..
last time when i still don't know HQ..
I'm very sad, shy and doesn't know how to communicate with other people.

But 2day so happy..
we all see the changes i..
become happy.. friendly.. and learn to be a good leader..

but now..
not me change only..
chuah ying also change liao..
after go to HQ 2 times..
she become happy, crasy,
and she has become very frank..

HQ has change our life!!
hope this big family can continue got new members join us..
thx GOD!!
to give me a chance to go to HQ..
and change my life!!